"If you take any activity, any art, any discipline, any skill, take it and push it as far as it will go, push it beyond where it has ever been before, push it to the wildest edge of edges, then you force it into the realm of MAGIC " ---Tom Robbins

Thursday 30 January 2014

Prayer

Created: February 16, 2011


Property of: http://jhelchemy.blogspot.com/2014/01/prayer.html

Eleven O’clock, as darkness fills this closed room,
I Found myself in solitaire...
Lying in a tired weary body on a fine soft cushion, 
Underneath a blanket, finally, find comfort to hide myself in sober.


Tears run down as I mount on an evening prayer:
An apology to every fault that I’ve done oh God, even those little ones
Sorry for the doubts and sometimes mistrust.
Forgive me for oftentimes I questioned.


Divine, again I knock for your providence.
Please don’t forsake me in the midst of this misfortune and mishaps
I can’t bear it any longer.
I need you, badly need you!


Cloudy was the road I’m trudging and I can’t sight the ending.
I don’t know where to go, led me the right direction.
Clear my mind, I am confused, that I may choose the right route.
Guide me, Father for I’m lost and not even certain of the track.


Time runs fast yet I’m still stucked, afraid to get left behind.
I know you had plans but please don’t keep me in vain waiting
If it’s your will for me to stay and continue, show me signs I may perceive
Give me strength when I’m discouraged so I could survive.


Hear me Lord, please do.
I really don’t know what to do, be on my side.
Carry me and reach me thy hands
I put my whole trust in you.

 ©copyrighted by Jelyn Piad(Jhelchemy)2014


Wednesday 29 January 2014

D' Krung'z Barkada

Created: April 2008, 2 weeks before our graduation



This is specially dedicated to my ever dearest friends Pearl, Maricar, Sheila Anne, Celine, Reycel and Rubilyn




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My Krung'z Anime Cartoon drawing masterpiece

College life ko? Masaya... exciting... colorful...astig! I could really say that my college days is a lot better than my highschool. Sorry to say, but for me, it was. College thought me a lot of things, I've learned a lot. I've become a lot more human, alive. I got a life. Loose from my shell. See more of the world. And that's, Thanks to my beloved friends- D' Krung'z Company. We, Simply an extraordinary unique cool barkadahan of 7 girls with different yet interesting personalities. And I am so proud to have them all.


There is Ruby. Ang "Ate" ng lahat. Ang first ever naaantig sa mga kadramahan ko. Sa krung'z, yan ang BATAS, afraid kami diyan ano! Iyan kasi ang pinakamatanda at mature ang kautakan. Ate is the equalizer and serve as our CONSCIENCE. But there are times din, kapag trip nya, CONSINTIDORA din ang lola mo. Pag- boring ang professor, cut class, inuman na lang at siya pa tiga tagay. She's very matapang, dominante, slightly siga, in short, ASTIG! RESIDENT EVIL nga, Tingin pa lang dead ka na. Pati nga mga epal na guards sa school nangangatog dyan. Ultimong terror na professor napapaamo nyan. But Ate also has her feminine side. Hindi yan nagpapahuli sa trend, naka-postura everyday. Make-up kung make-up, at ang hair, minsan straight, kinabukasan kulot, o di ba? TRANSFORMER! Pero iyang si ate, CRYING SHOULDERS namin yan. She always there to listen, give us a hug and advice whenever we had problems. We respect her so much. With Ate Ruby, feel secure kami... takot lang nila!

And we have Reycel. At first glance, mukha syang OUT-OF-THIS-WORLD. Sometimes kasi you would see her tulala and mouthing something, yun pala she's singing! Ay naku! Not to mention, galing ata niyang kumanta. BIRIT DIVA nga eh. She's a singer kasi sa church nila. Born Again kasi religion nya kaya naman minsan sa bible study nila kami nai-invite. Kami naman, go-go-go lang sa pag-dance at sing..." we're binding the strong man...we're losing the captives... we're straining Goliath... we set the pris'ners free.."-- O kabisado ko pa! Moreover, si Rei-rei, simpleng GENIUS yan. Natutulog man yan sa klase, pag pina-recite naman ng prof, mapapa-stand out ka sa sagot. What I like in this girl is her being KALOG, as in superb! It tickles to the bones. There are no dull moments with Reycel. Tsaka, GALANTE kasi iyan manlibre...hehehe! Sya yung number 1 kasama ko sa galaan. She's so outgoing, bubbly and lakas ng energy although she has big problems. Ayun nga lang, masyadong mabait at sobrang patient. Hindi marunong lumaban kapag inaaway. Kaya nga kahit maraming odds sa friendship namin at inaapi iyan ng lahat, ipaglalaban namin ng patayan yan. "MS. UNIVERSE" yata namin yan. Iyan kasi talaga ang nag-iisa naming ALAMAT!

Here's Pearl. Pearlzki, ang twin ko daw. Madami kasing people would thought that we are TWINS. We looked alike daw kasi-- petite, morena and chinita. This girl that is so friendly, madaldal and who always wear a smile is the one whom I owed my life with. Without her, I wouldn't be in my comfort zone now-- D' Krung'z Co. Aaay! nakaka-cry naman, thanks twinzki! Si Pearl, ang girl na hindi nawawalan ng make-up and pampa- beauty sa bag. Sa kanya nga ako natuto eh-- may kikay kit na din! This girl is not only KIKAY but also a bonafide avid fan of Avril Lavigne, a CERTIFIED RAKISTA. Walang duda, porma palang pwedeng EMO rocker na. Dyan naman ako bilib sa girl na to, no matter what people say with regards to her outfit or the look she wants to portray-- go girl! She don't care! Ang CONFIDENCE level nyan, to The HIGHEST LEVEL. At eto pa, she is known for being a SPLIT QUEEN sa P.E 1 namin. Ang taray ng twin ko! Dancing kasi talaga ang talent nyan. Being a friend, ang bait nyan, you could count on her. Siya kasama ko basta guy hunting, landi namin! hahaha! In terms of love, masyado BIG ang HEART nyan, multi-functioning... such a lovable person indeed. 

Another is Jonelle. Sheila Anne... Jonelle... Whatever! Is a LADY of GRACE and FINESSE. A MODERN MARIA CLARA, concervative, mahinhin, simple, formal-- absolutely dalagang Filipina! Quiet and shy but she got brains and could sing as well. VAIN... lagi niyang dialog: " okey na ba face ko?", then would look to her beloved mirror. Love life? Hindi yan nawawalan. In addition to, she's also sensitive, moody and minsan DEAD KID. Pero minsan nahahawa din yan sa ka-krungkrungan ko. FARTZ ko yan, as in Partner in some things, most of the things, nilandian lang ang tawag. We are a bit the same in some aspects kasi. We both HATE MATH and siguro yung pagiging sensitive and madrama. Kaya nga with regards to that, siya yung kasulatan ko, may diary nga kasi kaming dalawa before. Although her femininity is much likely to be seen, there's also strength within her. May pagka- FIGHTER din kasi yan. She knows when to defend herself and her friends. SIMPLENG TAHIMIK pero...hmmm... no one knows, lakas din uminom nyan! Tatag kaya niyan, wag nga lang San Mig Light, for sure tulog yan, baliktad? Hehe!

There goes Celine. Haaay.. That girl? Take note, sa aming mga 1987 born girls, sya yung eldest! hehe! When I first saw her, I thought she's pipe (o na gre-green minded na)-- meaning, can't talk, si Maricar lang kasi alam niyang kausapin before eh... not until tumagal na. Confirmed! She's one of us din pala. Simple pero may hidden kakrung-krungan din. Her name always ring a bell sa mga boys and pa-boys. Aba'y akalain nyo, HEART THROB! CERTIFIED CRUSH ng BAYAN! Hahaha! Nadala ba sa AMATS at TIYAN? Jokes! But seriously, she's PRETTY talaga. Talented din ang girlaloo na ito. Siya ang D.I. (dance instructor) namin sa ballroom, costume consultant and make-up artist, o di ba? the BEST IMMITATOR din yan! Love niyang gayahin si Ali Mama ( code name we created sa classmate naming mahaba ang baba-- sorry for us being mean )and don't forget ang pagbi- bisaya nya to set a humor. At eto pa trivia, Ressylyn Buenafe Redillas is the innovator and have popularized the HUMAN HAND-MADE POWERPOINT! Hahaha How creative! Galing! Multi-talented... dami career! At take note pa, Sa barkada iyan ang B.I. (Bad Influence) jokes! When she came kasi, nadadalas inuman namin, hehehe! Dinadaan kami sa laki ng mata eh, para kaming na-HYPNOTIZED at titig lang ng paawa-look nadadala na kami. TOMA GIRL yan eh. But we love it, that was one of our greatest bonding moment kasi, Inuman. Pero, infairness, iyan si celine... strong yan. She knows what she wants and what would make her happy and fight for that. It may sound REBELLIOUS but when she decides, may it be for good or worst, whatever may the consequences be, kakayanin nyang panindigan. INDEPENDENT woman ata yan!

We also have Maricar. Eto na. Sa lahat, siya yung hindi ko ine-expect na makakasundo ko ng sobra. At first, she looks MASUNGIT and SNOB kasi. Feeling ko ayaw nya sakin. But that impression never last, she proved me wrong... she's a TRUE FRIEND pala. She's just a mistaken character because she has this TOUGH persona. Eh slightly true naman, palaban talaga yan... PRANGKA. Pag-inasar, hindi natitinag, talagang mambabara din. Literally, yan talaga ang may malakas na FIGHTing spirit, kaya kami natro-trouble eh. Simpleng WAR FREAK. But she also has her light side. Mababaw din kaya luha niyan, hindi lang obvious. You could count on her. Ganyan lang yan, but when you have problems, she'll be there at your side. Mabait yan, sweet din. Siya yung tipo ng friend na kapag may umapi sayo, reresbakan nya. Siya lagi kong kasama sa mga kalokohan. PARTNER IN CRIMES, kumag yan eh. Pero minsan nahahawa din yan sa pag-iinarte ko. Si Ikhal, love nyan cellphones. TEXT TO DEATH yan 24/7. May pagka- TECHY din yan, sa kanya kami namulat ng chat and text. Adik talaga yan. Mathematician din yan ng Krungz, pag may computations, diyan kami kopya.

And Lastly, 

Si Jhel. Ako po yun. Hmmm... ang PRESIDENT ng KRUNG'Z Co. Ang number 1 sa kakrung-krungan. Just a typical girl kung titignan but if you've got to know me, patay! Magugulangtang ka. Sasakit head mo at duduguin ka pa. A WOMAN of ARTS and pag-iinARTS. Sa barkada, I am the CHILDISH one. Mama's girl but you could count on me in everything-- projects... assignments...lakaran...gimmick...galaan...kalokohan... huwag na huwag lang household chores coz, I really don't know how, prinsesa nga daw. I love ANIME cartoons. I love to DRAW and WRITE, for this is really my passion. I'm D' Krungz' BLOOPERS QUEEN, funny daw kasi ako. Sobrang Kulit, may pagka-kalog. Pang 2nd daw kay Rei-rei, and that comes naturally. Sa sobrang KAARTEHAN ko daw kasi, I can't stop myself doing CRAZY and CLUMSY things which made them laugh to death and making history pa, as in breaking history. Most of the time I'm like that, but when there's a call for serious matter, I transform. I lead, I motive. I advice and I support. ( hahaha! bumawi, pagbubuhat na ng bangko o... well it's my pen). So much for that, the Krungz knew well.

We are the ones who comprises D' KRUNG'Z COMPANY. Wondering why we've clicked? Maybe it's destiny. May ganun? Hehehe. Lately I realized, putting all their distinguished characteristic completes mine. Birds of the same feathers flocked together. With this, I won't dare to forget my Krung'z Barkada. We've been through ups and downs. We've experienced a lot, we do have petty quarrels sometimes, but in the end we do forgive and forget. And that's why we remain SOLID!


©copyrighted by Jelyn Piad(Jhelchemy)2014 



Thursday 23 January 2014

Ang Pag- ibig

Created: 2002

An Acrostic Poem I made when I was in 3nd yr. highscool in our Filipino Literature subject... Good thing, after a long time, I found it in my memory chest. 




Awiting anghel may lumanay at tamis

Nananariwa sa mga pusong hapis

Gumuguhit ng ngiti sa taong sawi





Pusong may damdamin namumukod tangi

Apoy ng dalawang damdaming nag-alab

Gawa ng panaginip sa alapaap

Ibong may damdami't mithiing iisa

Buhay na makulay... nadaramang kusa

Inialay... Inihandog ng Maykapal

Ganyan ang PAG-IBIG, bagay na kay Mahal.


©copyrighted by Jelyn Piad(Jhelchemy)2014 






Monday 20 January 2014

To Live Right... Is To Eat Right!

This was created way back 2008, as a favor asked by a dear friend's younger sister in celebration of the Nutrition Month in her secondary school.  

Property of: http://jhelchemy.blogspot.com/2014/01/to-live-right-is-to-eat-right.html1

Heart attack... Cancer... Liver cirrhosis... Diabetes... These are few common diseases, the so-called "lifestyle diseases" that had been talk-of-the-town from t.v.  advertisements, news and on reading materials. These had been a threat for decades. It painstakingly cause burden -physically, emotionally and financially, long life suffering and eventually lead death to millions of people around the globe- rich, poor, young or old... it chooses no one. Everyone could had it. Everyone's health is at stake! Too scary but that's reality! These furious diseases are cunningly traitors that could left us pocket empty and worst, kill us little by little. How does these illnesses emerge? It's because of us human who care less of our own health.

Nowadays, in this fast changing environment wherein modernization and advancement in technology is unstoppable and continuously on its spurt growing, how do we live life? Isn't it we live life in accordance of the new trends... of what's new? of what's in? We just follow and let ourselves go with the flow of the modern day living. And due to that, we tend to be unconscious if living it up is a healthy one. Some individuals smoke, some drinks heavily, some eat much and some eat less. Others work too hard and live a stressful life and on the contrary, some not even stretches a bone. They've said, foods are source of energy our body needs to keep us moving, alive and kicking for the fulfillment of our everyday tasks. But, are we eating right? How sure are we that food we intake and indulge have that enough nutrients our body needs? All of us are fond of food fads. We love eating "sitsiryas", street foods, processed foods, instant or easy-to-cook food which have lots of preservatives and in addition to, dinning in food-chained restaurants which indeed, without we concerning that taking too much of it not good for our health.These kind of lifestyle we had is a major factor that brought about these such sickness.

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Medical people says, "prevention is better than cure". It's not too late for us folks. We could at least minimize the increasing morbidity and mortality of these diseases if not totally eradicated it all if we are just willing to change our ways. Yes, you hear it right! Before its too late, lets keep safe, correct our wrong routines by engaging a healthy life. How do we achieve it? simply by eating the right kind of food, those nutritious ones. Foods rich in nutrients, vitamins and minerals which we could find in fruits and vegetables, foods high in proteins like fish, chicken and beans, and of course, iron-rich foods found in seafood are the best. Stop smoking, eating a well-balanced diet instead. Promise, it may really be of great help. Your favorite junk foods are trashed foods so dumped it. alcoholic beverages are no good, it will just make your liver at risk.

I bet, embracing a healthy lifestyle is not that hard, it's worth it. We only live once so better learn to value, take care and appreciate it. Isn't it that health is wealth? Having a good health will give us a sound mind, a positive outlook and as well, make us function in our best everyday In that, enjoying life to the fullest is such an easy meaningful one. Always remember that life is not merely being alive, but being well and alive.

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©copyrighted by Jelyn Piad(Jhelchemy)2014 


Saturday 18 January 2014

Regret

Created: April 12, 2009


Today, I found myself in gloom.
Sitting on a couch flooding with tears,
Trying to soothe myself and telling I'm gonna be okay.
Reminiscing shadow of yesterdays that I can't get over still.

Days... months...years have gone.
I let it passed by, I just let it fly bye.
Now I am in distress for having those times missed. 
Alas! I can't brought it back.

Its past! Its history!
But why the hell I can't leave it all buried? 
It keeps on haunting me and pierce me inside
And made me realize how I made my life so wasted. 






I regret for having my life a lonely one,
How I lived it was boring, such a non-sense!
I play safe, I fear and I hesitate
Poor little me, I'm a weakling!

I hate life for being so rude on me.
I hate those people who made my life unworthy
I hate those who criticized, envied and mocked me
I hate life for being so unfair!

I feel like I'm a mess,
Insecurities got me poisoned
It almost kill me, and perhaps,
Moving on is the only ANTIDOTE.


©copyrighted by Jelyn Piad(Jhelchemy)2014








Quest For The Real Me

Created March 27, 2009:


Acknowledgement to Yahoo Images from where this picture taken from.



Day by day in my life, 
As always...



I am always used to prove myself.

Prove my worth, my real persona & my existence.

I am used to prove them wrong.

Prove them that I am not the person they think I am;


Prove them that I was really this and not that;
That just like any other, I also does this and that;

Prove them I can make it;

Prove them that I am also human;

Prove them I am no " mutant",neither an alien,nor a fiction.




I am here!




I am real.




I exist. 
Yes, I really do!




If you would only open your hearts,

If you would only broaden your mind, keeping it open.

Never limit yourself, peel whatever you could peel.




Try to reach me out, feel me!

Don't be contented on what you see, feel and think about me.

First impression never last, I tell you that.
Know me well before you laid your verdict!
Only then you will see the REAL ME!

©copyrighted by Jelyn Piad(Jhelchemy)2014




Friday 17 January 2014

Boring!

Feb 11 2009 was this first posted on my Friendster blog account. soon after I graduated and had taken the Nursing board exam. I've got nothing to do, just boring holes on my seat so this was made. :-P, 


Just another wasted day!

I can't think of something "fruitful" to make.

Counting every corners of this room...
Spending much effort writing this bulletin...
Looking for friends to chat with in my Y.M...
Patiently and nervously waiting for board exam results...
Job hunting...
Applying online...
Waiting for the employer's call...
Looking for opportunities as to where could I do trainings related to my field...
Burning seats in front of this PC...
Listening to music...
Doing wacky poses as I shot pictures of mine in my cell phone...
Thinking what to eat for lunch...
Waiting for your text...
Minding what to do the next day...

Such a BORING DAY!

I miss the time when I am busy...
I miss school works...
I miss drawing for props & doing scripts... 
I miss making Anime sketches...
I miss writing reflective journals
I miss playing leader in group activities...
I miss clinical duties...
I miss interacting & mingling to different kind of patients in the hospital...
I miss burning out candles every night...
I miss going home late...
I miss laughing and giggling with my friends...
I miss sound & studio tripping with them...
I miss telling stories & cracking jokes...
I miss window shopping...
I miss drinking...
I miss over night stays…
I miss D' Krung'z presence...
I miss engaging to unexpected, clumsy, funny, and sometimes trouble-attracting & history breaking misadventures.

I really miss all those things I am used to have been doing.

Everything had changed when I graduated.
It’s hard for me to think what to do the next morning.
There are always uncertainties.
Really! You bet?


©copyrighted by Jelyn Piad(Jhelchemy)2014 

Acknowledgement to Yahoo Images, from where this image is taken